I really don't know what I should say.
Do I forgive you? Yes.
Do I remember everything that happened between us? Yes.
Am I still mad? Sometimes.
Does it hurt? Yes, but it gets a little better everyday.
Then why do I like you? I don't know, but I know the feeling is really strong.
All I know is that...
I miss you.
I want you back home.
I hate that you moved.
I hate that my best friend is gone.
I hate that we can't work with an actual relationship.
I hate that you notice other girls.
I hate that I love you.
But I love that I love you.
I love that I need you.
I love that I have a weirdo to share things with.
I love that I have a person to keep grounded and keeps me grounded.
And I most definitely know that I will never forget the best and craziest thing that has ever happened to me - being your best friend that just happens to be in love with you.